Jaayyyzz

i thought i could just forget everything and put everything aside so i could focus on you. but that didnt turn out to well. i tried. i really did. to be a nice guy. to be the guy u say you want. but in the end girls always fuck over the nice guy. so sorry bout it but ill just be my fucked up self from now on. cause girls always say they want the nice guy blah blah blah. but when comes down to it they get tired of it. making a bad boy turn good is bullshit too. cause when girls turn them good they get tired and leave. thats just human nature. my only regret is letting you rub off on me. you may not realize it but the way you are right now is just like how i was. when everyone thought i was a douche and treated you bad. i know i fucked up. but atleast i tried to repent for it. for the last month i lived to satisfy you. i thought i could sacrifice my happiness right now so we could of been happier in the future. but all you want to do now is not give a fuck. i gave up my pride. i gave up my temper, i gave up my friends only for you to turn out just like me. 10 points for you you continued the cycle of nonsense. but as of right now. were even. i fucked you over when you needed me the most. and now its vise versa. so were even. i can honestly say i did wanna stop partying and just have days with you watching netflix or videochatting and sleeping on the phone. cause i am tired of the party life. but hey. your turning 21 next week and im ending my 21st year. its just not good timing. i made my mistakes and now its time for you to make yours. im glad i made you so strong willed like your name. but sorry bout it but your headed down a long dark path. hope you realize before you go to far. cause trust me when i say i know this path. and it doesnt end well.